Before I Die – A Community Project by Candy Chang


Community Projects are a wonderful way to foster good-will and learn more about each other. They help to reveal each other to ourselves, to illuminate the shadows we each carry inside ourselves. Through community awareness our daily encounters take on a brighter hue, a life filled with more compassion and understanding.

Realizing that at our very core we are all human and that we all strive and hope for similar basic needs and ideals is an extremely humbling experience. After Candy Chang lost someone close to her, she did a lot of soul-searching and well…how about I just let her speak for herself:

It’s easy to get caught up in the day-to-day and forget what really matters to you. After I lost someone I loved very much, I thought about death a lot. This helped clarify my life, the people I want to be with, and the things I want to do, but I struggled to maintain perspective. I wondered if other people felt the same way. So with help from old and new friends, I painted the side of an abandoned house in my neighborhood in New Orleans with chalkboard paint and stenciled it with a grid of the sentence “Before I die I want to _______.” Anyone walking by could pick up a piece of chalk, reflect on their lives, and share their personal aspirations in public space.

It was an experiment and I didn’t know what to expect. By the next day, the wall was bursting with handwritten responses and it kept growing: Before I die I want to… sing for millions, hold her one more time, eat a salad with an alien, see my daughter graduate, abandon all insecurities, plant a tree, straddle the International Date Line, be completely myself…  People’s responses made me laugh out loud and they made me tear up. They consoled me during my toughest times. I understood my neighbors in new and enlightening ways, and the wall reminded me that I’m not alone as I try to make sense of my life.

After receiving many requests, my friends and I created a toolkit and the project site beforeidie.cc to help people make a wall with their community. You can also download all files for free to remix or create your own stencils. Thanks to passionate people, over 100 Before I Die walls have now been created in over 10 languages and in over 30 countries, including Kazakhstan, Portugal, Japan, Denmark, Australia, Argentina, and South Africa. They have been a constant source of inspiration and therapy for me. Each wall is unique and reflects the people of that community. Each wall is a tribute to living an examined life.

Our public spaces are as profound as we allow them to be. The historian Lewis Mumford once wrote that the origins of society were not just for physical survival but for sacred things that offer “a more valuable and meaningful kind of life.” At their greatest, our public spaces can nourish our well-being and help us see that we’re not alone as we try to make sense of our lives. Regularly contemplating death, as Stoics and other philosophers encourage, is a powerful tool to restore perspective and remind us of the things that make our lives meaningful. Each passerby is another person full of longing, anxiety, fear, and wonder. With more ways to share in public space, the people around us can not only help us make better places, they can help us become our best selves. - Candy Chang

Photos of the Community Project (from Inception to Completion)

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BID NOLA first stencil Before I Die   A Community Project by Candy Chang

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Before I die NOLA Candy Chang wall front Before I Die   A Community Project by Candy Chang

Before I Die Kristina Kassem NOLA washing wall Before I Die   A Community Project by Candy Chang

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Before I Die writing two girls Before I Die   A Community Project by Candy Chang

Before I Die NOLA responses eat Before I Die   A Community Project by Candy Chang

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Update Sept 22, 2011: After seven months, the first wall comes to a happy end: the house will be turned into a home again thanks to new owners. We painted over the wall and stenciled one last thing – something Wendell Pierce said a few months ago that has stayed with Candy since: “Our thoughts are to the individual as our art is to the community.” It was ready to go but from the ashes come more. – Candy Chang

Before I Die Wendell Pierce Before I Die   A Community Project by Candy Chang

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Visit the project website beforeidie.cc for more walls, tools, and resources. Follow the Before I Die project on Twitter and Facebook to stay updated on the latest walls and responses. Have you created a Before I Die wall or remix? Please send your photos and stories to hello@beforeidie.cc!